Inside Stories

* This came from Friendster bulletin. I actually take time to read my close friends’ replies if the questions are like this and not too superficial. I don’t post my own though, I’ll be inhibited and I’ll be exposing myself (hmm…. what a contradiction). But this is my domain, so I’m free to speak here, more than at a (more) public outlet. I’ll try to re-answer this a year from now and see how much it will change. *

Latest na narealize mo?
~ You’re doing something good. Or great. And then you talk about how good you are and what people say about you. Parang hindi sincere ang tao sa paggawa ng isang bagay kahit mukhang mabuti ito kung parang he’s just doing the act para masabing mabuti siya. It’s right to share an experience of an act of kindness para matuto ang iba pero it’s a different thing if it all boils down to ‘how good you are’.

Dapat gawin pag nalulungkot?
~ “I drop my sword ang cry for just a while” Call a friend. Blog. Play the piano. Read a book. Distract yourself. Malaki ka na. But never deny your sadness. Acknowledge it then move on. Do something!

Say something about love
~ love=life. You’re in this world because of love. You’re alive because of love. When you know how to love you’re alive. You accept the unacceptable. You see beauty and give life because of love.  Life is very complicated, so is love. Ohh.. do I have to mention vague?

Whats the title of the song that’s stuck in your head right now?
Air on the G String by JS Bach…  I can’t get it off my mind

Pangarap mong summer get-away trip?
- Hmm..  I really don’t have one. My ideal summer would be, a trip somewhere with my family, another with my highschool friends, another with my college friends, read fictions (my only time), master a set of piano pieces, attend a summer class, and enjoy doing nothing.

Isang bagay na hinding hindi mo tatanggihan?
~ hmm.. it always depends on the situation… The only thing that I can clearly think of now is that if ever I get pregnant for whatever reason, I’d never reject my child…

Masayang libangan kapag umuulan?
~ I enjoy playing the piano when it’s raining.

Isang bagay na pag-iipunan mo nang husto?
~ long term - investments, house, insurance… short term - books, pocket PC, panggala

 Paano ka ma-badtrip sa kahit sino?
~ d ako ngsasalita or worst pag ngsalita na ako.. msakit..

What makes you happy?
~ too many, from as simple as being with my friends, blogging, surfing, watching tv, playing, to the most complicated as remembering unusual memories and being confused about the complication and wonder of life.

why?
~ I’m just happy to live and not to live.

latest desire?
~ violin… I watched a movie related to that… naisip ko lang ang violin talaga parang mas mafefeel mo ang intensity ng emotion… ewan… basta…

Song/s that best express what ur feeling ryt now?
~ “Hihintayin nalang kita sa langit” ng Moonstar88- bigla lang pumasok sa isip ko at may naisip rin akong isang tao…

Is there any person that you miss?
~ a lot

What makes you really angry?
~ I don’t know..madali ako mainis pero nagagalit siguro ako kapg sobrang sobra na

Kung may mababalik kang moment sa buhay mo ano un?
~ I’m really feeling sentimental right now and I miss my piano teacher. I wish to go back to my last recital, rock, and tell her how much I enjoyed our lessons and that I appreciated all that she have done for me.

Did you enjoy your childhood?
~Yes, although I think I have one of the unsocialized childhood (may ganito bang concept?) because of my extreme shyness.  Yes, I love my family, my toys, my books, and my piano.

When you were a kid what did you want to be when you grew up?
~This is always my list: a doctor, a teacher, a nun. Oh-uh. I have a dream that somehow I can be all three. The firs two there is a big possibility but for the third..uhhhhh.. I need to experience how to love a person first right? And a want to have children!

What was your favorite toy when you were little?
~Barbie dolls, no question

Name the first memorable vacation you took as a kid.
~Baguio. Walang tatalo. Hanggang ngayon. 

What was your first best friend’s name?
~Puchie.

Are they still your best friend
~She’s not my best friend anymore. She’s my sister (by heart that is).

How did you meet your best friend?
~First day at school, Preparatory grade at SSAM. It’s dismissal time, it’s raining hard and my service is not yet there. I’m almost crying because I’m alone (most have their mommies around but mine was working hehe) and there she was (accompanied by her bro naman) and she recognized me that I’m her servicemate. She kept me company..o diba…

When you were little what did you do for fun?
~play, play the piano, go out, hang-out with my cousins

What was your favorite class in school?
~ before, it was math… I can really spend nights just solving and resolving problem sets. (You might wonder why I didn’t take a career related to math… my idea is I didn’t want to pursue a career directly related to money such as business, economics?)

Random memory from when you were a kid.
~When we’re having a vacation at my Lola’s, my cousins and I, with Lola all sleep at the sala on the second floor… may sapin na banig tapos may kulambo… tabi-tabi kami duon (mga 9 cguro kami.. parang mga Anghel na walang Langit ang dating!). A special memory need not to be grand. It was a super special memory. 

Seriously…..are you still just a kid at heart?
Believe me, when you see me personally, you won’t ask that person… You’ll immediately think I’m still a kid (teenager probably)… Yes I’m still a kid at heart and I intend to keep it that way.